slouching toward inevitability

missing parts, incomplete


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exodusmachine
"Damn it, there are so many idiots whose asses I have to kick! I'll have to start carrying a list just to keep track of 'em all!"

I'm in a bad mood.
Dia, it's time to start taking people out.

/sings
"making a list, checking it twice..."

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exodusmachine
A Person, A Paper, A Promise

by Dr. Earl Reum

Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Chops"
because that was the name of his dog
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and a gold star
And his mother hung it on the kitchen door
and read it to his aunts
That was the year Father Tracy
took all the kids to the zoo
And he let them sing on the bus
And his little sister was born
with tiny toenails and no hair
And his mother and father kissed a lot
And the girl around the corner sent him a
Valentine signed with a row of X's
and he had to ask his father what the X's meant
And his father always tucked him in bed at night
And was always there to do it
Once on a piece of white paper with blue lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Autumn"
because that was the name of the season
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and asked him to write more clearly
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because of its new paint
And the kids told him
that Father Tracy smoked cigars
And left butts on the pews
And sometimes they would burn holes
That was the year his sister got glasses
with thick lenses and black frames
And the girl around the corner laughed
when he asked her to go see Santa Claus
And the kids told him why
his mother and father kissed a lot
And his father never tucked him in bed at night
And his father got mad
when he cried for him to do it.
Once on a paper torn from his notebook
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Innocence: A Question"
because that was the question about his girl
And that's what it was all about
And his professor gave him an A
and a strange steady look
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because he never showed her
That was the year that Father Tracy died
And he forgot how the end
of the Apostle's Creed went
And he caught his sister
making out on the back porch
And his mother and father never kissed
or even talked
And the girl around the corner
wore too much makeup
That made him cough when he kissed her
but he kissed her anyway
because that was the thing to do
And at three a.m. he tucked himself into bed
his father snoring soundly
That's why on the back of a brown paper bag
he tried another poem
And he called it "Absolutely Nothing"
Because that's what it was really all about
And he gave himself an A
and a slash on each damned wrist
And he hung it on the bathroom door
because this time he didn't think
he could reach the kitchen.

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exodusmachine
Flesh wound, flesh wound
With medication it will fade
Should I assume
That someone hears me when I pray?

Love, full of hate
Don't you love how I break?

[Chorus]
Don't let them throw me away
Keep me and I'll be okay
Skipping a beat but it plays
Don't let them throw me away
Don't let them throw me away

Screwed up, used up
Crumpled, lying on the floor
Fucked up, shut up
All you did back then was score

I'm feeling weak
Missing parts, incomplete

[Chorus]

Hold me up into the light
Fix the cracks and fix them right
Keep the pieces in the drawer
Keep them there forever more
May come in use for some day
Recycle this shit in some way
And all that I have to say
Don't let them throw me away

[Chorus]

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exodusmachine
maybe one of these days I'll do a real post again. :P

Three Days Grace - Gone ForeverCollapse )

Marilyn Manson - Eat Me, Drink Me
clef
exodusmachine
In the wasteland
on the way to the Red Queen...
it's no wonder our stage clothes
have dreams to be famous.
The trees in the courtyard
are painted in blood,
so I've heard.
She hangs the headless
upside down to drain.

EAT ME, DRINK ME
EAT ME, DRINK ME
This is only a game,
this is only a game

I was invited to
a beheading today.
I thought I was a butterfly
next to your flame.
A rush of panic and
the lock has been raped.
This is only a game,
this is only a game...

But then our star rushes in,
feeling like a child and looking
like a woman...
She has been forecast with an
attempt to kill herself,
but the ending didn't test well.

I was invited to
a beheading today.
I thought I was a butterfly

next to your flame.
A rush of panic and
the lock has been raped.
This is only a game,
this is only a game...

EAT ME, DRINK ME
EAT ME, DRINK ME
This is only a game,
this is only a game.

But then our star rushes in,
feeling like a child and looking
like a woman...
She has been forecast with an
attempt to kill herself,
but the ending didn't test well.

So picking my skin
and my scales.
I see my horror
reflected in the
sundown of your
blank stare.
I see my horror
mirrored in the
sundown of your
blank stare.

EAT ME, DRINK ME
EAT ME, DRINK ME
This is only a game,
this is only a game.

Nine Inch Nails - The Wretched
clef
exodusmachine
Just a reflection
Just a glimpse
Just a little reminder
Of all the what abouts
And all the might have
Could have beens
Another day
Some other way
But not another reason to continue
And now you're one of us
The wretched

The hopes and prays
The better days
The far aways
Forget it

It didn't turn out the way you wanted it to, did it

Now you know
This is what it feels like
Now you know
This is what it feels like

The clouds will part and the sky cracks open
And God himself will reach his fucking arm through
Just to push you down
Just to hold you down
Stuck in this hole with the shit and the piss
And its hard to believe it could come down to this
Back at the beginning
Sinking
Spinning
And in the end
We still pretend
The time we spend
Not knowing when
You're finally free
And you could be

But it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to
It didn't turn out quite the way you wanted it

Now you know
This is what it feels like

You can try to stop it but it keeps on coming
You can try to stop it but

quizzes
believe
exodusmachine
quizzesCollapse )

nin - ruiner
order
exodusmachine
you had all of them on your side, didn't you?
you believe in all your lies, didn't you?
the ruiner's got a lot to prove he's got nothing to lose and now he made you
believe
the ruiner's your only friend well he's the living end to the cattle he
deceives
the raping of the innocent you know the ruiner ruins everything he sees
now the only pure thing left in my fucking world is wearing your disease
how did you get so big?
how did you get so strong?
how did you get so hard?
how did you get so long?
you had to give them all a sign, didn't you?
you had to covet what was mine, didn't you?
the ruiner's a collector he's an infecter serving his shit to his flies
maybe there will come a day when those that you keep blind will suddenly
realize
maybe it's a part of me you took to a place I hoped it would never go
and maybe that fucked me up so much more than you'll ever know
how did you get so big?
how did you get so strong?
how did you get so hard?
how did you get so long?
what you gave to me
my perfect ring of scars
you know I can see what you really are
you didn't hurt me nothing can hurt me
you didn't hurt me nothing can stop me now

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exodusmachine
Give me a shot to remember
And you can take all the pain away from me
A kiss and I will surrender
The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead
A light to burn all the empires
So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
In love with all of these vampires
So you can leave like the sane abandoned me

make it so :P
order
exodusmachine
Your results:
You are Jean-Luc Picard
Jean-Luc Picard
70%
An Expendable Character (Redshirt)
60%
Geordi LaForge
55%
Worf
45%
Will Riker
40%
Uhura
35%
Spock
35%
Deanna Troi
35%
Chekov
30%
Beverly Crusher
30%
Leonard McCoy (Bones)
30%
Data
29%
James T. Kirk (Captain)
20%
Mr. Sulu
20%
Mr. Scott
15%
A lover of Shakespeare and other
fine literature. You have a decisive mind
and a firm hand in dealing with others.


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